🔗 Share this article Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp sensation bloomed behind my one eye. It was followed by quick jolts, similar to electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting. The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder. This condition typically start with intense pain around one eye that lasts up to several hours. About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches typically start with sudden, excruciating agony around one eye that peaks within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of long pain-free periods. What connects patients is the intensity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free. One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home. Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a national neurology center. Still, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic pain took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads. Historical medical records propose unusual remedies for what modern experts would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a separate condition, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures. It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”. The disorder were only formally classified by global medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the condition explain this. In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered. In spite of such advances, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his complaints. Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies. Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode eased. Official guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of well-known people. But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the bout dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional attacks are managed with acute therapy alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals. The national guidelines need updating to reflect a